Consolation

So you grieve. Your mission is over. It's natural to be sad.

But occasionally a thought crosses your mind about the life yet to come. It urges you to do the happy dance.

Like the moment that you realize that you can hold babies again!!!

Here is a direct quote from the accursed page 35 of the White Handbook:
As in all other relationships, never be alone with a child. Avoid any behavior that could be misunderstood or that could appear to be inappropriate, including tickling, changing diapers, holding children, and allowing children to sit on your lap. Never babysit children of any age.

These words have been a stab in the heart for 17 months.

And I will never, EVER, ever have to abide by them again, starting in less than two weeks.

Ladies and gentlemen, please consider my consolation:

Two handsome nephews, ready to dig with me.

Two adorable nieces, with one more on the way.